Don't you hate that feeling ,
that feeling that get stuck in your body & flows all thru it ,
Like that sugar candy you been eatin all day ?
& u jus can't resist it so then u fight it , but
You lose ?
U grasp for air & u try 2 breath,
For a moment u smell that little scent in your nose,
That familiar scent you smelled sometime before ,
You can't remember that scent , then reality came exstent ,
U close your eyes & count to 3 ,
1 .. 2 .. 3 ..
& before u open your eyes u feel a pinch ,
But not on you , in you ,
You open your eyes & pray to god ,
But god couldn't answer bcus he's 2 busy findin` answers ,
Honestly you try 2 ignore it ,
You say "its fake" , "its not real" , "its jus a dream"
When you know its not , cracking up like a phine ,
You start talking to yourself & people start to stare ,
"What are you staring at?!!"
they look away while some still stare ,
You get on your knees ,
Try to do everything to prevent it ,
Try to say everything to stop it !
But it keeps coming back ,
Like my ex` boyfriend that ran to his ex ,
Or that bestfriend I had that left me for my ex-boyfriend !
he said he loved me but couldn't fight it till` the end ,
Back to that scent ,
That scent that gave me past memories ,
That scent that put me through misery,
Times you had birthday gifts you were to anxious to see it ,
Well im to anxious to find this scent ,
To anxious to smell it ,
This scent that all I could think of was you ,
All I dream of is you!
Then I realize ,
That scent that I've been smelling ,
Was you!
